Middle School Diaries ♪

Life. That simple little word that we live every day. It has twists and turns, ups and downs; it's a fragile short lived thing. And what's the biggest twist in life? Middle School. A judgmental place where you find yourself insecure and changing. I know it's just a phase, obviously, but it's stressful. It's hard not to care when people say mean stuff and listen to people when they say that you're beautiful.Your inner voice is lost, that one that made you believe things as a kid. You could fly and dream, it was magical... The biggest worry you had in life was if you had crayons and paper. Now look us. We worry about our appearance, our image, all the time. No more nap times or fairy-tales where the princess if swept off her feet by Prince Charming. (Spoiler Alert there is no such thing as Santa, the Easter Bunny, the tooth fairy or leprechauns.) Homework is piled on like bricks on our shoulders. Adults tell you what to do and when to do it ( i.e. school). Next year is high school, and I want to stay behind a bit longer... Sometimes I want to grow up and be independent, but then I look back and see what I'm leaving behind...

Judgement. What is the point of judging? Have you ever seen Mean Girls (starring Lindsey Lohan and is hilarious and so fetch)? No? Well, there's this part where Lindsey says something like, "Calling someone fat, doesn't make you any skinnier. Calling someone ugly, doesn't make you any prettier. Calling someone dumb, doesn't make you any smarter." I'm not sure exactly what she said, but it was something like that. And it's true! We all have issues and if people shoved them aside long enough, maybe we wouldn't have a (excuse) crappy society today! I mean, what if we all got along? No fights, no drama, no problems. Just peace and love and rainbows and unicorns and acceptance, you know? But no-o-o-o-o-o, people in society are so insure about themselves, they have to pick on others! I'm not gonna sit here and lie to you, but it's true, I do the same thing. In my heart, I know it's wrong, but it's so much easier to point fingers and say I'm not that. . . . I'm not that. That's right. I'm not that! It's time to accept the truth. As I was reminded by a friend of mine recently, it's so bad to self hate. *Smiling at memory* Then I think to myself it's true, though. So what if it is? What's going to happen? Your going to get judged by your friends? Your friends aren't really your friends if the judge you, because you and I both know that we both can be weird. :) So no self hating! Just don't judge. Chef don't judge! Now go on and dance like that girl in the Chef Boy R D commercial . . . Yeah!

I had to post this!

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Hello Society! Most of the things people have done to me are behind my back. Why didn’t they just say those things to me? Not to somewone else saying, “Omg, Macey . . .” or “So she . . .” I mean like, “Hi Macey, we need to talk.” Isn’t it really eaiser to just tell me straight up? Get past all the lies and the secrecy of gossip. Come straight to me, no one else. If you have a problem with me, come and fix it, don’t just stay there in the shadows, making me hunt you down. In the end, I am just going to get angrier than I already am when I hear you talk trash about me. Oh yeah, because your friends who are friends with people I’m friends with make sure I hear about you. So, you can do this the easy way to tell me or you can honestly like go gossip like the shallow person you are. I know it may be a little hard and intiminating and may get me mad, but I’d rather get the truth than dig. See, this creates drama, so by doing this favor for me, you can save everyone the extra work of being mad and trying to track you down. Seriously, like come and tell me, I’ve had enough.

P.S. Sorry I just had to tell someone how I felt.